Cest La Vie

Lots has changed since I last wrote. Lots.

Life is never certain. You really, really never know what you are going to get. And probably just when you think you are getting what you are getting you probably realise that you are losing it, or experiencing it at a different level. Well, what is certain anyway?

I'm reminded how important it is to find an Anchor in our soul. Because with anchor in our lives, we become very lost, we get swept by the winds and changes of life. And if there is no anchor, we lose sight of the bigger picture when crisis or unexpected things happen. For some people, their anchor could be their Faith , their religion. For some, maybe they don't have an anchor, so they drift according to the winds of change.

Anyway - So many things has changed. I now work for an American company, the largest Computer chip maker in the world (Hint, they love Blue). Fast moving, aggressive, unbureacractic, but a complete and utter maze in some sense. I'm nevertheless enjoying the process - it has never been so exciting and scary at the same time. I have moved on from my previous relationship (Long distance) to be with a girl in the same city as me. After 2 years of leaving the corporate world into the world of business development, sales and marketing and start-up in a torturous and frustrating business environment, I am now back to the corporate world where I do feel very much at home but feeling the heat stronger than ever. Well, what is certain in life anyway? I'm just going to try my best.

I'm hoping to find a greater connection between my intellectual understanding and the "Greater Being". I want to find a balance in life - a "Spirtual awakening". I'm not sure what the best road to take is, but I do believe strongly that Faith should be our Anchor......Job changes all the time. You could be rich today and poor tomorrow - Financially. You could have lots materially but none tomorrow. But I think with Faith, your belief and experiences in life goes beyond the material and the physical - and that is much more endearing and meaningful. I have tried my best to understand christianity. I have tried my luck with Taoism and Buddhism. I am both driven by Pain and Pleasure. But I know I have to keep on searching........to ask myself "What is the ultimate purpose of life for me on earth while I'm working the journey of life?" I think everyone is different.

I will continue this journey - the journey of searching, finding, and discovering.